My early 20s in retrospect for me, felt like years of being on autopilot.
Driving from point A to point B, but never realizing the journey in between.
Digging my mind and life into distraction.
All along suppressing my true feelings of happiness for stability.
After college graduation and a breakup, I decided to remain single, to concentrate on my own wellbeing.
Although I healed in one aspect of my life, others took a hit.
I retreated. I isolated. I distracted.
I recently got a glimpse of where my life could’ve been and since then it’s made me realize…
You can’t go through things alone.
It can only get you so far.
As I’ve gotten older, my introversion has gotten stronger and I am more inclined to retreat now.
As I mentioned in a previous blog, I have realized the walls I’ve built are very high.
I definitely have a challenge ahead of me, but in a time that the world is going through a life changing event, I will be as well.